I woke today, December 26th, with anxiety and great sadness. Up until now, I think Christmas had been taking my mind off of reality. I woke up feeling like the world was falling apart, my world. An overwhelming feeling about the mortgages and the fact they are two months behind, utility bills that are piling up and demanding attention, and the kids' ADD/ADHD and their un-medicated state of screaming, arguing, and constant dissatisfaction. I wonder how many other people woke this morning feeling the same way, like they are quickly snapped back to reality.
My hands are shaking, my mind is spinning, and I physically feel dizzy. I feel like I can't concentrate on anything. I have so much running through my mind right now, it is difficult to pinpoint a thought to be able to type about it. That being said, I just wanted to share what my day has brought so far. I will hopefully be able to write more later.
Happy up the meds day!
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